Thursday, August 11, 2011

I just found out 2 of my friends that I have known the longest are biual .. wtf am I supposed to think?

Maybe it is also because you feel as if they have betrayed your trust trust? Not just the fact that you feel like their responses might have been fake. Don't forget that bi is equally straight as it is gay, I mean it doesn't necessarily mean they don't relate to your manner, if you get what I mean? I had sort of similar experience, actually not really, but kind of. I had been good friends with this guy all through out high school, and it just never occurred to me that he might be gay, I had known him so long, the thought just never popped into my mind. Anyway in our last year of school, I noticed he was depressed, and acting weird, when I started to think it through, what could possible be wrong I realized that it was highly probable that he was gay. Anyway I confronted him about it, and he opened up a little admitted that he was. Through out the year he started acting even weirder, and by the end of school I knew something was out of wack, and eventually it dawned on my what it was. I confronted him one night when he was really drunk, and I just flat out said "You like me don't you". And boy was I shocked to discover that he had been in love with me since year 8, I did not know what to think, or how to react because I could not give him what he wanted, I am straight. Actually this story kind of repeated itself with some other people I had been good friends with in High school too..Anyway the point is that we were able to stay friends, my attitude did not change, and neither did his, it was a bit weird at first, I made it clear that I was straight, and that nothing was going to happen, and after that initial bump things got back to normal. Since school has finished we gradually stopped speaking, but like I said after that initial weirdness we were fine, and how how we acted toward each other remained unchanged. I know they are different situations, but they are also very loosely a little similar.

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